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Seriously can’t even stand myself.

Seriously can’t even stand myself.

Seriously tired of this depression.

I feel like I can’t talk to anyone. I’m lonely as hell. I constantly feel sick to my stomach… all I want to do is cry. I feel miserable, so I drink. I feel better. Then I just crash and burn. I can’t claw my way out of my head this time. 

Someone please save me from the hell that is myself.

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Skype is such a troll… It told me someone messaged me so I got excited when in reality it just showed a bunch of old IMs as new ones and so now I’m disappointed, still bored, and lonely. 

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We found Link on Chatroulette last night! 

We found Link on Chatroulette last night! 

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Went swimming today! Much needed sun. 

Went swimming today! Much needed sun. 

Hahaha 

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Toasty night last night with tequila and Captain.

Toasty night last night with tequila and Captain.

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I didn’t even want to function today to be honest. I’ve been so depressed… like driving along at 80 mph wanting to have a head on collision with the next passing semi - depressed.  Didn’t want to hang out with my couple friends last night but decided to, because you know, that apparently helps depression. Got so drunk last night, had a horrible hangover this morning. Though I felt much better when I was drunk, now that I am sober I am just miserable again. But it was a great time. We woke up, went back and sat at the pool for a few hours while I felt like crap, got some much needed sun which helps depression as well… cried in my car on the way home, cried myself to sleep. 5 hour nap mid-day. Woke up, forced myself to go on a walk which also “helps depression” and though all of this has helped me not just feel as horrible, I am still depressed. And it sucks. All I want is affection. 

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all of this is 100% true

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